i know i am fat.

Random

1.Trust no one,deceive everyone
2.words are just words
3.get sick and tired of the old toy and throw it aside.Go for a new toy.
4.bull shit.
5.nth last forever
6.take you for granted.
7.judge ppl even before knowing them.
8.lust in everyone.
9.greedy
10.whatever.

i feel inspired by one of my lecturer today.
school work may be sucky but i still goin to do it!

unfold the darkest room?

for now,i doubt my passion for fashion.






dying mood now..-_-

We'll never know what will happen in the future.
only time tells everything.

wa..sian
i think i last time look better
and skinnier -_-
even though the hair abit ah lian
but not bad lei..
i think i might go for mushroom hair cut nor.
take a look.
the slim down period after the break up.LOL :


tsk tsk tsk,take a look at the arm mannnnnnnnnnn~






Den the ah lian look:HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
Lots of eye make up :D Very bad!but my eyes
look biggggggggggggg




ZzZZz..
THAT ALL.
I feel sad looking at all these pic -_-
i will jian fei!
maybe some huge thing SHOULD happen to me
give a super big impact
den my appetite might affect
den i will slim down!
but dream on!
sian ed
ZzzZzZ

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing
by Aerosmith

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While youre far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And Im wondering what youre dreaming
Wondering if its me youre seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God were together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

I dont want to miss one smile
I dont want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
I dont want to miss a thing

8 july 2009:
Happy birthday yanru!






update on sport camp next!
body ache daooooooo~

p/s:melly,dun think too much.
though i have not been
spenting much time with you,
but whenever u need me,
tell me and call me,
dun keep it in ur heart.
u still my best friend.
i love you best friend.

ANGRY.omg, i am f* angry with this 24 year old army personal.*roll eyes*
cant believe he say smthing like that to sue.
ZzZZ..

And one thing he say about getting clothes at flea market
made me even more pissed.

"hey, one FACT tt u dont know is that EVERYONE knows abt u la fuck.. u want to comment on my gf's fashion sense when who in the first place shops at FLEA MARKET?? who the fuck would wear ugly green leggings juz to cover the BLACK DOT on yr fucking ugly legs.. u cant even fucking afford to buy stuffs from the flea market and i had to pity u juz so u can add more clothings in yr wardrobe.. Who fucking goes to sungei road to get cheap affordable stuffs but all u can afford was a miserly $2 piece of shit.. fuck u la ok"

i think he has smthing against with ppl shopping at flea market and
sungei road.
doesn't mean it's 2nd hand stuff and cheap $2 stuff mean cheapo.
some stuff u get are rare coz mostly are vintages from these area.

Whatever he say about sue is damn F*mean!childish all i can say.
FASHION DISASTER~

felt offended and pissed off!
right now!
urgh!
bye!

2July 2009,Thursday:
Outing with melly loh.
Dessert house at amk hub

Melly look hot with her new hair colour.BLACK.
i always think woman with super black hair are hot.LOL




Ahijtei at taka:

Slack and play at 424:

Goodbye My Lover Lyrics
Artist(Band):James Blunt

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blind and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind but then I knew it,
My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.(2x)

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.(2x)

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.



Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.(2x)

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.(2x)

just when i start falling,i afraid that everything will be taken away from me and become an illusion for me.